And I had so looked forward to it.
At the end of February, when most of the ”What the hell am I doing” had changed to ”Hell yes! I'm doing this”, I decided that I would spend the 4 weeks left until my departure to Japan in elatedness.
You see, the plan is/was a one year exchange to Toyama University, Takaoka campus, Toyama prefecture, Japan. Quite a mouthful.
The 4 weeks would be perfect to calmly organize all the things that still had to be done, all the while looking forward to something I had been planning to do for many years. On the 7th of march I went to pick up my visa from the Japanese embassy in Helsinki. It was great. To have the words ”Have a nice trip!” directed at me has probably never felt quite as wonderful.
Then, the 11th came along...